Eternal Happiness

Have you ever felt happy in your life? How happy are you when you feel it? For how long do you feel it? Does it last long? Or you just fell the happy feeling for a short moment? Do you really believe in ‘happily ever after’ life? Maybe it really happens, but how many percent of people really gets it? Really happens to them?
Who doesn’t want to be happy, but can you wish or hope that your life will be full of happiness? Well personally, of course I ever feel happy, is there anyone who never feel happy? I don’t think so, because no matter how bad your life is, at least you ever feel happy for once. But once again, as I say, happiness doesn’t last long. It will end soon. No one can deny it, you can’t even feel happy for the whole one day, and there will always something that makes your happiness gone.
Like example, this week I feel so happy, I never feel happy like this before, something has come into my life, and change me, something that I have never thought that it will come into my life, something that I have never expected before, something that can make me feel so happy which I have never felt for a long time. But, one again, there will always something that makes me sad. And what can I do??? The answer is nothing. I can only accept it even though I don’t want this happiness to last. I can do nothing to change it. I wish I had power to make everything as I wanted. Hahahaha….. But I’m just dreaming. 
Can we feel happy all the time? Can we feel an eternal happiness? Does anyone know how to do that? Plizzz let me know…

It's been a long time

It’s been a long time since my last post. Yeah…I’m kinda busy, I have lots of things to do, and I came home very late, so I don’t have the energy anymore to do the posting. ..hehehehehe….
And many things are happening in my life, and everything comes directly in a big packet and I just can’t refuse to accept it. Some of them are good things and some of them are bad things. Well this is life, you can’t choose what you want or you don’t want to happen to you. You just have to accept everything that happens to you. And you have to learn to face it. Sometimes it can make you laugh, sometimes it can make you cry, sometimes it can make you angry, and sometimes it can make you happy, sometimes it gives you more burdens. With all those problems that happened to you, it will make you stronger, tougher, and more mature. This is life, nothing is as easy as we know. If you want something you have to fight for it. And if you get something, you will lose something.

Rihanna - Take A Bow

I really like Rihanna's new single Take A Bow...hehehe...
This song is dedicated to all cheaters in the world....hahahaha...
Here are the lyrics....

[Intro]
Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

[Verse 1]
You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

[Verse 2]
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,
This just looks like a re-run,
Please, what else is on.

[Chorus]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

[Bridge]
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me,
Let's hear your speech,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

Beyonce Knowles

Beyonce Knowles

Who doesn’t know her? She’s a wonderful actress and singer. I knew her since her debut single “Say My Name” with her former band ‘Destiny’s Child’. Then after that I never heard about them anymore until two years later or what, I don’t really remember it, they came up with their Hit single “Survivor”. That song was amazing, I really like that song so much, I memorize all the lyrics. Then I bought their cassette, and I like all their song including ‘Bootylicious’. And I heard that, that word was put into the dictionary. (I don’t know if it’s true or not, but I think it’s true). And they also sang for the original soundtrack for Charlie’s Angels, which I really like also. (hehehehe…)

And after a year break (I think), they released their second album with their hit “Lose My Breath”. I even like this one more, the beat really nice , it’s just so hard to describe…(hehehehehe…)

But sadly after they released their second album, they were breaking up, they chose to go solo, and they released their own solo album. But only one of them survive, which is Beyonce. She’s just so incredible, her first album was succeed and her second album also. She’s just a true Diva. Recently I just watched her concert DVD, she sang all the song without lip sync for two hours, and the great part was she also dance on her concert. Wow…. But the most wowest to me is she dance with a high heels, and all her girls dancer also dance with high heels. How come they can dance so energic with high heels. Is it true that all dancer (of course girl dancer) dance with high heels, with all those jumping stuff, don’t they feel hurt?

Well, I don’t know because I’m not a girl and I definitely cannot dance….wkwkwkwkwkwkwk….

Busy and Lazy

Wow, it’s been a busy week for me. I often miss my blog-posting. After I got home I feel lazy to do anything, I just want to watch movie, I’m kinda lazy to go to the internet café, I got nothing to write, I also haven’t taken new pictures to post on my blog. But I will try not to miss my blog-posting. I also want to take new pictures, but no object to capture. Yeah, I’m just like run out of idea to write.

Well, about my job, I like it so much, because I’m still haven’t start teaching. Maybe next week I’m going to start. Actually I wanna quit, I just wanna teach one more place. After I finished my job, I just go teaching. But another parents told me not to stop teaching, so I have two places to teach after I finished working. I will be able to get home after 10 o’clock. So everyday I’m like working for 14 hours (Wow…I will become robot soon…hahahahahaha….) I start going to office at about 7.30 a.m. and I got home at about 10 p.m. I don’t know whether I’ll be able to handle it or not, but I will try. Hopefully I can.....

Movies

Who doesn't like to watch movie here?
I think the answer is no...
I personally like to watch movies... I like to watch all kind of movies, but especially humour and fiction. I hate to watch HORROR MOVIE...
I hate it so much... I'm just not have enought strength to watch it...Especially the movie that the ghost suddenly show up and frightened you.. That is a BIG NO...
I wonder why there are lots of people like to watch horor movie, and most of my friends are a BIG FAN of ghost movie.
I'm just confused why they enjoy watching it. And I give a BIG APPLAUSE to my lil sista, she dare to watch horror movie even in the middle of the night... What kind of girl is she???? (hahahahahaha... a girl supposed to afraid watching it, but she.....wow)
And the worst thing that happened when i watched horror movie was I can scream so f*cking loud. Sometimes my friends even get frightened or surprised by the scream..
I just don't like to watch it, and recently I found out there are also a lot of men who are afraid to watch horror movie...hahahaha...finally I have friends...
My all time favourite movie is X-MEN (all of the series) and I hope there will be X-MEN 4..
And I'm still waiting for it.......

The Little Creature That I Scare

The night is getting darker and darker
All children have fallen into their deepest sleep
The streets are empty and full of darkness
I'm still up all night
Watching movie in the living room
The movie seduce me not to go to bed
It want me to stay with it until the end of the movie
When the movie has reached it's end
I rise up from my chair
I walk into the bathroom
I clean my teeth
I clean my face
I change into my pijama
I feel something is crawling on my right foot
I turn my focus to my right foot
AAAAWWWWW......
Cockcroach......
I move my foot
It fly all over the room
I have goosebump all over my body
I really hate that creature
Yes, that little creature is cockcroach
I immediately run outside the bathroom
It is a shocking moment for me
But finally I can calm myself down
And I go to sleep....
zzzzzzzzz......